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9:17 PM, Pressure = Pa
Thursday, May 28, 2009

O levels chinese is coming up next week! NEXT MONDAY. Isn't it abit too fast? I can't catch up at all, at this pace we're moving. I guess i gotta work on it, like doubly hard.

Alright, i've got a issue right now. To cut or keep my hair!? People around me are telling me that i SHOULD cut my hair, my old hair. And think about it, i'm actually more used to keeping short hair and having short hair, i can don't wake up so bloody early just to do my fucking annoying hair! Not a bad idea afterall i guess, since even my mum insist that i cut what, tomboy hair!? -_-
One moment they want me to be more feminine, now she's telling me to get a tomboy hairstyle. Ironic huh, my mum. So much for the "will" i had to keep my hair.

The computer's getting kinda boring for me nowadays. Wanna play sims but the only thing i do in sims is to kill my sim in every possible way i can find or kill their babies or keep making them have s*x or i just keep on creating different sims with different faces etc (chio,yandao,ugly,gothic,punk,cute,innocent looking).

And now that i've gotten back my guitar, i can finally get to play it and annoy the shit outta my lao bu and lao peh! No lah. Its actually cos my dad nagged me and wants me to practise it ._. Partly, i wanna try playing a proper song, like not play halfway and stop or anything.

Oh, i think i can't get through DAE already, after getting back my results tomorrow. I'm pretty sure, actually, i guaran-god-damn-tee that i will get at least 20 points for L1R4. >_>
Got a tongue lashing from my mum and dad during dinner for saying, i failed maths. They didn't even bother asking me about the ones i've done well or passed. Just kept focusing on my "failing maths" ._. No chance for rebuttal at all, how unreasonable!

Blow the candles out. I've realised that i don't need you neither do i miss you that much afterall.


7:02 PM, whaaaaaaaat!?
Monday, May 25, 2009

RESULTS ARE ALL OUT. PRAY HARD THAT I'LL NOT FAIL OVERALL!

ALSO, BFF IS IN LOVE (obsession)!

Like, whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?! okay ,omg will do.
Yah fine me too._.


10:27 PM, Another oh-so-very average day
Friday, May 22, 2009

It's good to know that today's a friday but again, weekends will still be busy busy busy. Having to know that our weekends are always oh-so-short, it's really quite dissapointing. History was fun as usual, Mr Alam's forever cracking jokes and never fails to get the class hyped up.
While explaining to us about the fall of communism (Russia&US)'s history, he digressed alittle and told us about his army days. He told us that one of the most memorable incident was his d*ck nearly got shot by his sotong underling (LMFAO). So funny, i swear i could've died laughing. His reactions were darn hilarious. Fantastic story telling. If every teacher was as interesting as he is, i swear even when i'm sick, i'll drag my ass or i'll die die crawl to school!


Alright, after history was chinese prelims ( to me it is). Some chinese p2 test by MOE? I didn't manage to finish my last question. And i got the numberings all messed up. Therefore i'm pretty much screwed. Omg i can finally heave a sigh of relief! My CS(not counterstrike, computer studies:/ ) O lvl coursework is finally done! Though my documentation and proposal sucks, i believe i won't fail badly after having done so much of crap. At least some credit and sympathy marks for having done 49 pages of documentation. Writing of our full names on more than 100 sheets of paper and printing them. :D


I miss lower secondary school life :( During my lower sec sch days i'll still have time to do regular posts, regular friend outings and that i will have time and strength to paint my nails! (yah lah yah lah damn vain can ._. ). Now? I think i haven't paint my nails in like...at least 6 months time already.


My current school life is pathetic. Same routine day after day.
Early in the morning, rise and shine, go to school.
After a long day at school, return home.
Bathe, have lunch (skipped lunch most of the time, or probably all the time cos sch dismissal is already so darn late)
Take my nap ( a must or else i'll fall asleep halfway doing my hmw)
Do my hmw / Play com
OFF TO MY TEMPTING BED.


See, i don't even have time to watch tv._. super no life.

Miraculously, i actually do make the effort to study now. And, stone for few hours on my bed reading my storybooks.
Something must've gotten into me.


Lastly, i would like to end my post with...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR COCO :D
Though its a little late, but its better than never right?!
I'll forgive you for slugging on me, following me and jumping around me whenever im near you (which scares me off abit sometimes).
Here's your virtual DOG FOOD IN CAKE SHAPE with a CANDLE in it.
FYI, coco is kaixuan's dearest dog.
I've been yearning to know, to know what's exactly on your mind. You're a hard one to be deciphered.


10:33 PM, Surviving this ordeal
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Exam results will be released tomorrow. Really really glad to know that i've passed my history! Yes, one of my main concerns. Passed my CS :D B4, quite contented that i didn't flunk it at all. Now my very most concern is to FINISH MY COURSEWORK. Tomorrow's the deadline for cs coursework and i still have 2 and a half hours left. I really need to rush :/ Still got so many things to do. Especially the screenshots for test strategy and test results, technical doc and user doc. I can't think of anything for the developments either ._. Total brain dead. And i have no freaking idea what the hell i was typing for method of solution related to the problem and accurate method of solution . Even when my relationships don't meet my objectives, i still made up some crap to make it link. I hope i won't get penalised :x

Tension's rising. O levels chinese is nearing. I'm terrified.
Please, i need some sort of assurance. I need to know that you're with me.
Oh god, help.

brimming smiles and rosy red blushes.


I wanna kiss you underneath the stars, maybe we'll go too far, we just don't care.


11:26 PM, Sunday blues yellows and greens
Sunday, May 17, 2009

Sundays are so boring D:

I got my new phone! But i still love my old phone! If given a choice, i don't mind sticking to my old one, but it just had to be a bitch and fail on me.

Anyhoo, i'm gonna continue my rant on my sims :D The baby boy that cassidy gave birth to is finally taken away by the social worker after having been tortured by me ( with no milk fed, no crib to sleep in and confined in a tiny space :/ ) , i know its cruel but i really don't need so many baby boys. And now cassidy's pregnant, she'd better give birth to a baby girl. Otherwise ..... @(!)*# screw her!

Currently watching a vampire show on chnl 5. I missed the front part! :( It's about a girl being held captive by a group of vampires who's extremely rich. Typical for all the vampires to be rich in shows and movies cos they've lived for decades. Whatever it is, this girl got transformed into a vampire. The vampire who fell for her ( i think? cos he groped her boobs and kissed her upon transforming her ) extracted his own blood and injected it into her neck. She's still not transformed yet though. The last step was to throw her down a building and then she's transformed into a vampire. FYI, SHE'S BLOODY HOT AND SEXY, no wonder that vampire fell for her ._. And the reason why i watched it is becos i heard the vampire calling her name, CRYSTAL. Now you see why it caught my attention :D
I've always wondered about the existence of vampires. Do they realllllly exist? :o


3:29 PM, fuckfuckfuckfuck!
Saturday, May 16, 2009

What's wrong with my super extremely chio sim!? SHE JUST GAVE BIRTH TO ANOTHER TWO BABY BOYS AT ONE GO! ._. DAMN YOU CASSIDY. SO INFURIATING!
I WANT A BABY GIRL@)(#*(!@*)@#*


10:35 AM, Gibberish Crap

WTF, MY DAD WENT FOR THAI LANGUAGE LESSONS?! and i only knew it yesterday!?

WTFH, I FEEL LIKE EATING SALMON SASHIMI & NUTELLA on BREAD(i'm doing so now lmao) NOW!

WTFDamnH, tickets for ANGELS & DEMONS were SOLD OUT YESTERDAY AND WE HAD TO MAKE DO WITH X-MEN ?! But yesterday's movie outing was total FUN, JOY & LAUGHTER! :D

WTFGodDamnH, MY SUPER EXTREMELY CHIO SIM, GAVE BIRTH TO A BOY, DAMN IT, REMOVE THE Y CHROMOSOME LEH -_- I WANT A BABY GIRL NOT A BABY BOY!

WTFGodDamnBast*rdH, I SHOULD STOP MENTIONING WT...H.

wtf you is wrong with me today.

I'm off to my sims now, lotsa x333s (Okay, fine, eeeeew ._.)

Oh yeah, on the way to JP to meet the bunch up, met wandis & swenson. Wandis finally got his long hair snipped off! But swenson's precious long hair is still attached to his head ._. Nevertheless, they still look like how they did 3 years ago (cept for the hair). Man, i miss them & going out with them & their jokes.!


Channing Tatum is starring in a new movie and in the next New Moon i heard! Yesssssssarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!


3:21 PM, School is such a drag.
Friday, May 15, 2009

Mid years are over! Yes!YES!YES!!! Exams sucked big time. Okaye, when did exams not suck man.
I'm SO SORRY bestie, broke my promise again. Couldn't go swimming (though i wanted to very very badly) cos of female business. Bad luck.

Here's bestie looking very cute :D (i found this picture in my camera lmao. probably taken when i was playing com and didn't notice her messing with my cam for the 123456430th time.)


Its finally all over now, i'm gonna pamper myself and sleep all i want because for the whole exam week, i've been sleeping at 11pm++ and waking up at 4am to study okay! So much for last minute work. I don't expect my results to be anywhere near acceptable either. Also, my dad popped in and asked me, "so how? your exams, can make it or cannot make it?"

I told him, " if i say can make it, my results come out shitty, how? and if i say cannot make it, but my results come out okay, how?"
He didn't mention a thing and just went off -_-



Idiot.




Gonna catch a movie with szeling later at 8pm. Its been such a long time since i went out with her. Kinda miss our heart to heart chats. God, to think that MYE is over, after marking day, the following wednesday is our PRELIMS EL ORAL then followed by O' Levels CHINESE PAPER?! Hellhole._. I feel that i'm not getting wiser nor brainier each day, i feel that i'm becoming a retard more. Exams have "murdered" many of my brain cells, that's for sure.

How i wish there's dance practices now :( At least i can escape reality for a while. Enjoy the company of my dancemates and with dance instructor. Speaking of that makes me miss them more. Time sure flies. Never thought that it'd be our turn to step down already.

OH AND SHOULD I PRE-ORDER SIMS 3 using my savings? :(

Also, i'm hooked onto my sims2 cos my super chio asian sim girl is just so super chio! and restaurant city :D Lol.


Why is everything passing by so quickly?
I should've cherished every moment.

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10:21 PM, Hella crap.
Monday, May 4, 2009

Its been 123456 years since i've blogged. No idea why but i had the sudden urge to blog. Actually i have alot to blog about, except the fact that i'm tied down by my busy schedule. Exceptionally busy. I have so much to do, so little time left. Initially thought that i still have ample time to waste, but i was wrong. Chinese O levels are round the corner, tomorrow's my chemisty and physics practical mid year's exam ( i know i should've been studying :x), double stress. SS and chem paper's this thurs, followed by computer studies, which i'm very likely to fail ( actually i guaran-goddamn-tee that i'll fail -_- ) cause we've been doing our practical coursework since the start of the year and never touch on theory. Theory's totally rusty already.

And yeah, that aside, i remembered that i promised quite a few people that i'd update about my tioman trip on my blog but i failed to do so. Please forgive me :( But i'm still not gonna update on my tioman trip. Lol :x Cause i reckon it'll be a totally wordy post and i don't really have the time for yet another wordy post full of pictures and 3 days worth of crap ( my experience lah ).



Anyhoo, SYF dance 2009, we attained a silver award. Kinda dissapointing though, but still a fulfilling experience. Wasn't our best but at least we maintained a silver (self-comforting). Of course, special thanks to my dearest instructor, ms kay, who've been with us through the ups and downs for the whole 3years (or maybe more), the one who taught us what a dancer really is and a dancer is not just a dancer, but also an actor, a performer. Though i hope that ms kay could be my dance instructor like forever, but its kinda impossible cause we have to move on in life. However, i think that ms kay's the bestest dance instructor so far, to me.

God, i'm missing out on life man. O levels really make students like us become "no-lifers". THANK GOD it's only for a year. Having said that, i do look forward to entering poly, but i somewhat can't bear to leave my school :( Though i have been saying our school sucks, our school this and that, but i'll miss my mates and all my dearest dancemates as well. All the fun we've had in the dance room with the senior dancers will be a part of my memory, etched in there probably forever.

Had lunch with BFF that day after SYF.

7 1/2 years of friendship (:
(this photo's my hp DP :D)

And this, my screensaver. LOL. I'm not lesbian okay -_-


And after like 2 years or so having not seen my nieces and nephew, my cousin finally sent pictures of them. I still remember when i carried faith in my arms few years back and now she's already gonna be 12! And also, ashley who loves to talk a hell lot. Ryan who will cry like nobody's business whenever his parents are out of sight. Time flies man. Oh and i remembered that they were pretty cheeky ._. Ganged up to tease me over the phone. Little brats. But i still miss them a hell lot :( AND WORSE THING IS, I CAN'T VISI THEM (when they only return from australia once every god knows how many donkey years) DURING THE JUNE HOLIDAYS BECOS OF FREAKING O LEVELS? Fuck you O levels! >:[

Recent photo. Faith Jasmine.

Faith, the girlish eldest sister.

Ashley Jasmine - 2nd elder sister.


Ashley - the quite boyish one who loves all the guyish cartoons and will never wear a dress._.


Ryan - the youngest brother, the crybaby.

Superr adorable XD

P.S., my mom finally got me NUTELLA. Nutelle tastes AWESOME.
And my mom decided to stop buying MEIJI milk cos she said it tastes funny!? D:
Horrible @*#&@!)#(
And shut up, i gotta WHINE once in awhile right.