The 2 months holidays are COMING!!! wooooooo~

But mummy's going overseas this friday. She's gonna leave me and daddy behind in Singapore >.> Meanie!!!!! Without mummy means i'll be so bored at home, i have to settle my own stuff etc. Ai ya, very ma fan jiu dui ler lar. How can she do this to me?! Walaooooooooooooooooooooooo. I'm gonna be so bored at home.

After camp on 1st nov, i'll have to rush home and get ready for ms kay( my dance instructor)'s performance at St. James PowerHouse (a club beside vivocity). The event is called danz war o.o and i think if im not wrong, my dance instructor is competiting in it. Wish platinum the best of luck and hopefully they'll win the $5000 :D However, the entry fee is alittle ex though:x $22 lei. My dear mummy forked out that $22 just for me to attend the event. Awwww): I'm super excited for it can! We're underage and we're allowed into the club! Wooohoo~ We even get one free house pour! And i can't wait to see ms kay dance. It'll definitely be an unforgettable night, i'm sure, especially with my dearest dancers.

& oh yes, anyone who's interested to go for this event at St.James PowerHouse on 1st nov, msn me or leave a tag in my tagboard (with link to contact you please:x ). The event is called danz war, party starts at 7.15pm till 10+ / 11+ pm. Ticket at $22 each. Inform me latest by thursday night if interested.

maybe, ily.

Happy chinese Birthday Daddy :D 

He shouts at me, raises his voice at me, but never once did he layed a finger on me. 
Whatever i want, he'll try his best to get it for me. He's always giving in to me, though he's a little bit bad tempered at times, and scolds me for the wrong reasons at times, and never tells me that he loves me, but still, all the little things he has done for me, i know that he loves me and cares for me. To me, daddy's love (and of course mummy's) love is the greatest! :D

If daddy ever reads my blog... :x

Have been feeling empty lately. Not really sure of the reason why.

Tangled up in a whole swamp of confusion, i've yet to know what my true feelings are.

I really wish that i could have the courage to confess something to him.

I guess what's holding me back is the fear of rejection, or maybe the embarrassment.

In the past, i held myself back too much and because of the previous relationship i had, i didn't want to get into another, afraid that it'll not last and the uncertainty of our future.

But now, thinking back, why was i so dumb?

I can only blame myself for being such a silly idiot, not knowing to grab the opportunity when it stood there, rightsmack infront of me.

I let the opportunity slip through my hands, just like that.

No matter how much i've regretted and hated myself for being stupid stupid STUPID, its never gonna crawl back to me.

I wish he could call me darling again, just once and i'll be contented.

Although i've been telling myself to forget him, ignore him and stop noticing him, it seems like a total impossible task for me cos i've tried it and i miss him even more.

I feel like a total loser now._.

I don't even know whether i love him or is it just pure infatuations or...is it just about a crush?

Screw it! Urgh!

Still in self denial, with a glimpse of hope that he'll come back to me.

Really sorry for not replying to all the tags in my tagboard. Too busy during exam week, here's a late reply to all tags!

Jessy the dinosaur: Yes woman, its chioness and i've seen it :D

Sharon: Yeah babey! Lets kick the asses of all twitters :x

Joyce.L: hihi (: i've tagged and linked you meimei.

weiting: alright, i will :D

colinCHUA: CHUA WEN JUN! act cute lols!

Crabbun: Ehhhhh, where got suddenly unfaithful lar!

Billy: Thanks kor :D

❤Melissa.lisa❤: Hey girl...thanks i will as happy as ever (:

guoliang//sean: lols, update ler lar! Knock your head ah :x

Khairul: Good question. Cos she had to perform for her class item as well c:

Yes! A new blogskin. Finally. I've decided to change to something simple and easier to use. Nevermind about it being plain cos its POLKA DOTS! I've gotten back all my EOY results. Quite happy with my chinese, english, physics and CS results but definitely not humanities, chem and maths. I really really need to work on my maths if i still wanna get a place in poly. 

I really need to do some serious planning. O levels are coming, pretty soon i should say. Think about it, i have SYF and so much more to learn next year. I really need to start focusing and not get distracted by all other external nonsense :x EOY results serves as a wake up call for me, like someone just slapped hard on my face, telling me to start thinking of my future.

The cold hard reality. Sometimes, i really hate sucha life. Enough said, last week's performance was quite a terrible one to me for we only had like 4 practices including learning the new enforced dance steps, get our costume and all. Last week was a really hactic week.

Oh and yes, talking about dance, we'd to make a decision in whether we want to go for our sec 3 camp which is the one and only last camp or dancebeat competition.We spent like the whole 2 hours deciding and when we've finally decided to give up camp for competition, ms zhu had to dissapoint us, rightsmack in our faces and said that the competition's off, we'll all go for camp. Ms Kay supported that idea. Ah well, teachers always win. We've done our competition's routine, i like it so much! What's more we'll be using PCD's latest song. I'm like, its so cool lar, but then NO-CAN-DO, go for camp, NO COMPETITION, case closed.

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!@!@!@ Just when we were looking forward to it, they had to burst our bubbles.

These are some pictures taken after graduation day performance. As usual :D

HuiJun,Mirx,Tix & Me.

KaiXuan!

>:(

Mimsy.

With Dancers.

Kai & her retarded doings again._.

HuiJun.Kai.Me

Oh yes, we love the roses as much as we love each other~

To be fair, kai looked retarded in this picture, so i had to censor off her face.

And she looked super glam here whereas i looked retarded =_=

KAI PROPOSED TO ME, ZOMGGGG! *WOOOOOO~

A great senior i would say, really (:

Liza's always up to sth funny.

& finally, i shall end my post with MY picture again. XP

if time could turn back, i would've cherished every moment and minute with you, really.