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Dance training today was TORTURING ._. I walk like a crippled now, and i'm typing at the speed of what, 1000 divide by snail speed (OKAYE IM JUST EXAGERRATING) but i somewhat sprained my left thumb?! You must be mocking at me, wth? thumb can be sprained meh!? YES AND IT HAPPENED TO ME, ARSE*#@OLE, QUIT LAUGHING IF YOU ARE !

OKAY, THERE'S DANCE ON WED. SCREW MYSELF (kay i can't, im just crapping).

URGH, WHY ARE POLAROIDS SO FUCKING EX? SCREW IT.

Another boring day passed. Unknowingly, its gonna be dec soon! Which means i'll be leaving for KL soon too! Can't wait! There's so many things i wanna do. Slpover at sasa's place, nephew's place, cousin's new house. Crash sasa's house all day long. And not forgetting, SHOPPING with sasa!!! Okaye, sounds so bimbotic ._.
Oh yes, and i wanna meet brandon up too! XD

I can't believe my nephew's getting his driving license nxt mth >.> MY NEPHEW CAN DRIVE BEFORE I DO. WTH!)(#*@# zzzzzzz......

Ahhh, of cos i'll also be learning how to cook my fav sambal udang from my aunt!
Well, this also means that i might be putting on weight cos my aunt and cousins all can cook extremely well.
Why must food that tastes so good be unhealthy and food that tastes unpleasant be good to health ): *sigh*

Btw, is nat ho really that handsome/cute? Why are girls always spazzing over him =_=
& lee hyori underwent plastic surgery too. hai>.> so her beauty wasn't natural. but nevertheless, she's still very pretty c: & i love her tan (fake but who cares).


There's dance tmr! :D can't wait to learn the choreo for SYF!
Still finding inspiration to work on the choreo for only you by 2pm.


Pictures taken at sentosa. Ok i'm too lazy to upload the rest hahahaha. Till next time :D

Brenda's shades. Ok brenda brother's shades to be exact._.

Lol some random ang moh guy(handsome of cos :P) helped us took the pic :x

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Picture credits to gina and her camera.



Dance camp trip to studiowu is what i've waited for so long. A fruitful one i would say. Learnt 2 dance choreos today. Though alot of stretching,straining,splitting ._. which hurts like (*@#@# and turns. Learnt chaines (pronounced as sher-nays, cos its in french) and attitude line.

Our first dance genre is bollywood (song:power [indian vers] , LOL! :x and the second half is by chun, 2nd instructor, dance genre's modern jazz (song:angel-natasha bedingfield) .

Choreographed by chun, 2nd dance instructor. She's the one in black.

This is what we learnt but there's a few steps that we learnt missing in this video. So there's no need for me to say much. Anw, chun's really cute lar! Haha, and miss sa-ee too. Encouraging instructors :D I wish every dance prac's like this :x

OMG, i wanna go back to studiowu again!

The passion i had so strong

Geez, my parents are so awesome, i feel like running away from home._.
But i can't bear to leave my fabby comp and dear pillow.
I love my parents so much now. They are just so supportive of me.
What hurts me most is that i got the wrong idea in my brain, thinking that my mom supports me in every decision i make, turns out to be a big BIG mistake.

I always thought my mom supports the idea of me dancing, so one fine day, i came home and wanted mum to allow me to join music garage for dance lessons since its the hols and i have nth better to do at home.
Thats when i found out that my parents actually are the TYPICAL kind, wants me to stay home, study study study and now i'm on a grounded warrant (by my parents, duh).
Why can't they understand that dancing is what i really want, its my passion and it is dance that moulds me, my character, into who i really am today.


Oh yes, and the night before, my dad accused me of smoking and drinking cos he said that i spoke like a drunkard to him on the phone.
Whatever, that's how i speak what!
Nonsense man.
The most ridiculous thing he said is that my room reek of smoke so he pointed his finger at me and accused me of smoking.
How great huh. No room for retaliation at all. *points middle finger*

That night, i had a fight with my parents so i ran to my room and locked the door (my first time doing so :x see im sucha guai kia cos normally i won't dare to lock my rm door when i slp), even when my mum knocked on my door i ignored her.
Till the next day, they yelled at me like FUCK@(#)*@#.
I'm like, wth, can't i have some privacy, its my room can?!
Just cos i lock my room door, they must make such a big wooha.

MY PARENTS SHOULD SO TOTALLY GET A LIFE MAN.
What dissapoints me the most is that for so many years, i assumed that at least i have a mum that supports me in my decisions but it turned out that i was so damn wrong.


I bet my parents don't even know what stream i'm in and how's my current school situation.
All they know is to look at the subjects i've flung and they'll never ever pay attention to the subjects i've scored well.
They ony know how to pin me down based on the subjects i've done badly and demoralize me.
I'm grounded now, hooray ._.
I'm forced to study and no more going out for the whole holiday.
Someone please tell me my parents are just so wonderful (NOT!).


Why do parents love to make false accusations of their own child, does it make them feel better?
I'm sick and tired of such a life, a life full of constrictions.
Why can't my parents spend some time to understand what i really want and who i really am.

Its torturing to put on a fake smile. This deception made me lost faith in you.

These people played a part in my life. Only when i'm with them, i am who i really am.

What makes me happy?

These bunch of crazy dancemates!

C:

08.11.08

passion for dance grows overtime.

Danz war at St.James PowerHouse was totally fab, except for the horrible waiting time._.
Took us around 2 hours to queue up and get in.
Went to support our dance instructor and her group, platinum as they were the performing guests.
Platinum hit the stage and put up an awesome performance which never fails to make the audience go wah!woo!

The competing dance groups were really good and their standards are really high.
Well, i guess i didn't make a wasted trip to see them dance.
The winning group walked home with SGD 5000 cash.
The winner was little white riding hoods men can cook, a all guys group dressed up as chefs.
Their item was really entertaining, with all sorts of dance genres mixed into it, and even comedy. It was more of like a story-playing, remind me of ratatouille for some reason. Those guys were cute. Haha.

My favourite groups are probably sick cos they imitated chris crocker halfway through dancing and a bboying group, elecoldxhot.
Their videos are on youtube btw.
Oh yes, not to forget the judge wade robson is super hot lar :x but abit of a party pooper.
The crowd requested him to do a solo dance part and he rejected, saying he's a choreographer not a dancer. Big whoop uh =.=

As usual, alot of cam-whoring and stuffs, bear with us cos we're girls :x






And more pictures which i was too lazy to post previously when i went out with huijun and gina like a week ago, to far east and bugis. Its really fun to go out with these girls. I guess we get along well :D and i wanna go out with them again!

Kai drew me this quite a long time ago, and talking about her, i miss my mates!
Kai and wy is gone, probably snoring away in their hotel in korea now, or playing their psp and ds.
How i miss them ): No more shopping with those two while they are away in korea. And i can't get to see kai in her little princessy dress, and wanying's ultra sexy corsettish top + a miniskirt.
Oh well, they left me and jes behind in sg, we're gonna go party-ing without them :P hohoho!
And make them miss out all the fun we're gonna have, be jealous when you guys are back and reads this post!

Oh and i definitely miss that pig :x Stupid pig too, went korea. Bahhhhhhhhh...... It feels like something's missing. Like all of a sudden i feel so empty. A day seems like a week. This is torturing lar!


Luckily i still have david, cx and ff to accompany me on dota anytime. These 3, steady pom pee pee man :P
Cx is 1 funny ass, seriously man, never fails to make me laugh my arse off.
Thanks guys! *smiles widely*