Have you ever thought of me? Thought of how i felt when you were saying all those nasty things behind my back? Even in my presence, you blabbered everything that has deeply wounded my ego. Your criticisms. I've had enough of it. I voiced it out, but you said i was being sensitive. So what? Yes i am, its because i am but another HUMAN BEING. Are you that senseless? Yeah okaye. Nevermind bout that cause we're good friends. But at the very least, all you could do was apologize? Rather than feigning ignorance. Why am i always the one apologizing to you over little things when i didn't ask anything from you. I forgive and forget. But you, on the other hand, being so calculative over everything. I hate it man.

I hate my class. I wanna go back to 2E3. I miss my old class. I feel so left out in my current class. Although we're all in the same class, but i felt the distance between us. We're so near, yet we're so far. We're all breaking up. Why is this happening? I feel that i'm no longer seen as a person, perhaps just like in the movies, An extra. No longer the main actors, with or without me, it's totally fine. Perhaps 5 years down the road, when we see each other on the streets, we'll just smile and walk away, maybe not even passing eye contacts.

I think im better off alone. I can just be a soloist. With or without me in your life, its just fine. I am but just a fragment of your memories.

Labels: I'm better off on my own.